Word: jamison
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During mild mania, people with the illness are infused with energy and vision. They think faster, more clearly and with greater originality. "I could fly through star fields and slide along the rings of Saturn,'' writes Jamison of her episodes. Were it not for her disease, she says, "I would not have accomplished the same things." Nor, she maintains, would many famed artists...
...Jamison had her first psychotic breakdown just months after receiving her Ph.D. in psychology from UCLA. Found to have manic depression, she was put on lithium, now a standard therapy for the condition. She responded well to the medication, but like so many other patients--and despite all her training--she stopped taking it as soon as she began to feel better. Her resistance was part denial, part side effects (the high doses used in the early '70s blurred her vision). But the core of her defiance, Jamison makes clear, was that she was addicted to the highs...
Going public has not been easy for Jamison, 49. As a therapist, she well knows the stigma that mental frailty carries, and she worried about the effect her confession would have on her patients and colleagues. Some patients were shocked when she told them, she recalls. "They said, 'You're so normal, so Brooks Brothers. You don't look like you've had a problem in your life.'" But she was "tired of the waffling," she says. "My pro fessional life is devoted to helping people understand and accept this disease. And if a professor at Hopkins...
Just as important, Jamison wanted to explore the profound influence of powerful feelings on every aspect of life, from work to friendship to love. "Moods make us who we are," she observes. "These tides work on us all the time and leave their traces for good...
Signs of trouble were present for Jamison from an early age. The daughter of an Air Force meteorologist and a teacher, she was mercurially moody as a child and became severely depressed as an adolescent. At 16 she felt the first intoxicating high of mild mania. The disease quickly worsened. During her 20s she careened through increasingly florid manias and overlapping depressions. "People usually think of mania and depression existing separately," says Jamison, "but the most dangerous episodes are the ones which combine mania's racing thoughts and impulsivity with depression's despair. That's often when people...